On a recent visit to Kyabra, Eloisa reminding of a channeling I had received and shared with her back in 2011.
I had forgotten the channeling and lost my copy so she kindly sent it back to me.
What I love about this message is the way that Rachael and Tim touch on all of the basic principles of The Way – opening our hearts to God’s feelings for us, connecting to our emotional selves, engaging God in an active relationship. They also highlight how living in fear shuts down the natural process of exploring desire and finding our true selves.
Personal Mediumship by Mary Luck
Kyabra Station – 27th September, 2011
Dearest sister, please make more time to sit and spend with us. You avoid yourself so constantly and don’t allow yourself to experience the joy of connecting with and discovering yourself. There is much passion, desire and creativity within you that is, as yet, untapped and undiscovered by yourself.
Focus on your passions and desires more consistently – challenge the fears you have about the judgement of others. In other words let yourself:
1. Identify and focus on things you love to do – i.e. to teach, create, explore, share.
2. Do them, and
3. let your fears and emotions be triggered in the process.
At present you begin at 3. i.e.– identifying your fears and grief and anger at the worlds’ possible response to you and your dreams, or your own potential failings
This limits 2. – i.e. it often stops you even beginning to do what you desire,
and then consequently;
1. Is never fully explored because you ‘begin at the end’ of the process.
You pre-empt any possible joy and creativity because you are so focussed on your fear of the third step of the process. Because you view yourself still as this flawed, first century girl, you believe all will end in failure and pain.
This is truly a state of self-reliance. You allow no space for God to help you grow in this process, and you ignore the provisions that God makes through His Loving Laws, in order to assist and protect those who embrace themselves and their desires most fully.
Trust God more in your day-to-day life.
Keep in mind and heart the process you are engaged in – which is to embrace yourself and to heal any injury which prevents the pure expression of self. This is not a passive process, nor is it one that you can be perfect in (or present yourself as perfect in) immediately.
You still believe that your imperfections are proof of your unworthiness and this is a self-defeating injury.
God’s beliefs are different to yours – you must be willing to open your heart to His Feelings for you. This is the fastest way to embrace this process and to trust its efficacy.
Do not believe dear sister that from your state of error you can accurately conceive the wonderful possibilities that are available to you and all of humanity. Be willing to shed your reliance on what you think you know, in favour of a spirit of trust and exploration. You can stay grounded, but let that be a grounding in the goodness that God does demonstrate – not in the hatefulness of mankind who have strayed so far from Him.
We wish you a day full of exploration and discovery.
We would be happy to return to you and discuss the principles of teaching and learning at a later time. With so much love and affection,
Rachael and Timothy.